I'm sad your mental state is not that good ATM.
A change if that's OK. Please know there is no obligation at all, I'll understand if you can't assist.
You asked "How are you Croix? ", frankly the answer is part of today was not good, due entirely to my physical limitations. I had to go to a meeting in a strange place, there was no support chair as prearranged, and after sitting in a normal one for too long my resultant trembling meant I dropped something that made a mess.
People were kind and cleaned up for me.
Came away feeling frustrated, a trifle cross and rather embarrassed. I know it will all replay tonight and I'll need to reach into my mental bag of tricks to hopefully get some sleep.
As your musical tastes seem similar to mine - and your knowledge very broad - if you do not mind I'd ask for your recommendations to play, a couple of songs or instrumentals maybe, that would sooth these mental after-effects and leave me philosophical and calm. All of my usual songs are 'well worn' so something fresh will always be good.
I hope selection may occupy and keep your mind away from loss for a little while - mutual help perhaps?
Please don't stress over this, it's just a passing thought.