Distraction is all I seem to be doing lately and even distraction can get very monotonous and boring..
Im so pleased you diverted your thoughts onto something else when thoughts of suicide were present for you...Well done..
I agree Dools some days are easier to find reason then other days but there is reason every day.
I don't think the animals, ie sheep, dogs, cats, cows, kangaroos, have any idea just how many times they help us.
I was on my way home from my psychiatrist visit.. When my emotions took over and I had to pull over...
While I was sitting their drying my eyes i heard noises next to me...When I looked up, their was a group of about 15 kangaroos, a big red, huge kangaroo, some joeys and other ones, they were mostly all of them standing on there back legs just staring at me...I kept looking at them, Eventually Some started to eat the brown dry grass, some jumped away and headed down into the bush..the rest followed,
I was now looking at nothing but gum trees, grass, etc, the kangaroos were gone, feeling a little better I headed towards home...Not even 1 kilometre I went when I had an urge to slow down..Just then out hopped the same group of kangaroos and straight across the road in front of me..
For some reason I wanted to tell you about my morning...
Did I at stop at that particular spot when I was being helped by the unknown, or were the kangaroos there at that spot to help me when I needed help?
Hoping your day goes okay for you lovely Dools..🕊.