I'm in bed writing this at nearly 2am. I can't sleep because of insomnia, and my meds make me feel so sick. I haven't been eating properly because of this and being depressed, as in not eating as much as I usually do. Plus people snoring and the noises it's hard to ignore. I'm stressed with all of this and I'm anxious that I'll end up sick and in hospital. Some days I feel quite dizzy like I'm going to faint and I'm worried about that especially when I go for my walks and there's no one else around. I feel like vomiting right now and I haven't lately with these meds. I just barely want to leave my bedroom and stay in bed because I feel this way. My Psychiatrist is putting me on new meds next week sometime and I'm scared about that too.
enough about me though. Katy, thanks for your kind words and reassurance. Simon, I hope you're alright. I'm thinking of you and everyone here, please stay safe and take care of yourself. Everyone here should (although I don't).
I think these forums seem great so far, I was anxious to join and still am a bit but it seems good.
I hope everyone stays safe, please take care everyone, of your mental and physical health. I know I can't talk when I don't myself. So much stuff going through my head and half of it is about how these meds make me feel. I'm curled up in a ball in bed as I'm typing this, hoping I don't vomit and wake anyone up (although the snoring and other noises would be waking people up). I wish it was properly the morning and everyone was out of bed.
i hate the night, I always have even as a kid. I get more anxious and depressed at night, think the worst, long story and not enough characters really.
My apologies for the slow replies and rambling. Hope I'm not annoying everyone.
oh and Happy Australia Day everyone, I hope everybody has a good day whether you do anything or not. I hope no one minds me saying that either, just trying to be respectful and mark the tradition.
much love and big hugs to everyone like I always say.