Hello Dear Karms,
A very warm and caring welcome to the forums..
I think you are so brave and courageous for leaving a DV relationship....That’s something that I didn’t have the courage to do...
If you feel overwhelmed and need to talk to a trained person...Quirky has given you a great support number to ring...Please don’t be afraid to ring them..
We are here for you dear Karms, when you feel up to posting...
My kindest thoughts with my care..