Hello Doll, think your guess is correct about your body processing all the surgeries, the antibiotics and the abscesess, plus all the other issues. No wonder you feel tired. It sounds exhausting actually. It takes so much of your energy to heal properly and such.
I know you have never asked for advice and perhaps you are just venting and wanting to feel a connection to someone else. But if I was in your situation I would be getting my nutrients from juices. Lots of freshly extracted vegetable juices. There is no fibre in them, so maybe your body could tolerate them. All the rawness of the vegetables would help put back all the good bacteria into your gut that the antibiotics would have wiped out. And if you include turmeric, ginger in your juice it would most likely help with the inflammation in your body, like the inflamed tonsils. Honestly Doll, if you could possibly do juicing I would really consider it.
I am about to get back onto juicing soon. Reason being I physically feel like crap. As I too have issues with eating junk. It has been chocolate Easter bunnies at the moment. I know what it feels like to feel nourished, relatively healthy and fit. I just want to get back to that. As my quality of life has dimished.
Must be your birthday soon is it? And the cruise, are you going on that still? That sounded good. Even though you didn't say much about it, I am imagining being in the beautiful and healing sunshine. Hearing the waves in the ocean.
And walking 1 kilometre is better then 0 kilometres too.