Thanks so much for taking the time to reply Taz27,
Are you seeking help with your depression? GP, Medication, counselling etc.
I myself suffered with sever depression for many years and can totally relate to what you're going through. Now that I've come through it and able to look back, self isolating myself wasn't the best of ideas, even though it made me feel better at the time, it only fed the depression. Simple tasks like getting out of bed and showering etc all seemed too hard. One by one the things I enjoyed and the thought of seeing anyone was not even an option. I told myself "I'm more content by myself". This thinking would later be proven to be part of the disease.
When you say "I don't know how to talk to people". You're doing really well now sweety and I have no problems interacting with you, or you with me it would seem. Perhaps this is a good way forward for you to come back and regularly chat with us and build up your people skills?
I can understand you not trusting people as you've been hurt from past experience. None of us are perfect I'm afraid. All we ask is you give us a chance to gain your trust. You can stop responding at anytime you want. Regardless, we'll always be here for you.
I really am looking forward to hearing back from you sweety.
Your friend - Rumples xoxo