Thank you for that smallwolf
Not having a response hurts, especially when you thought you had a connection with that person. Plenty of times I have been ghosted, ignored or rejected and I haven't been able to follow up with another message, but I will take your advise and message her again in a few days, assuming she hasn't responded by then, but only a small message as you said. I'm really hoping she can communicate again, even if its just friends.
I mean it started as a small chat but they grew each time and told each other so much, it made me feel so good inside and I was confident every day. But having to wait and wait makes me anxious and hard to concentrate on other times, so many unanswered questions, was I was too much, what did I do wrong. Its been happening for a long time.
I go on those dating apps to hopefully meet the one, because in person I have failed so many times, maybe because I'm not too confident in person I dont know. I'm try so much and I feel like its never going to work, no matter what I do.
I dont like comparing my life to others sometimes but I see people around me meet the right person, get married, have kids, move house, it gets me down so much because my life is still the same, still single, same job and not heading in the right direction. What am I doing wrong?