Hi I’m new here and have been hesitant to make a post. But I’ve been struggling.
I’ve recently lost my pop who passed away.
I have been eating or sleeping properly.
I’ve lost work due to covid-19.
I feel lonely and down so much I feel as though I’m Getting upset and angry at the littlest things.
I have no one to talk to who would be able to understand or help me.
I’m 24 and have two loving kids and husband.
when I get upset around him, he just makes it feel like it’s my fault. I have spoken him about the issue I have, but he always turns is around on me, making it feel like it’s my fault.
he said he doesn’t know how to help me.
Social media plays a big part in this but he’s always getting mad and defensive, as if he’s done nothing wrong.
I feel insecure, not good enough, hopeless, and guilty for bringing these issues up with him.
I feel like I’m letting my kids down constantly, which then makes me feel horrible.
I’m struggling to be happy I feel.
I can’t eat a full meal like I used to or sometimes I go without, I can’t sleep properly which makes me always tired.
I don’t know what’s wrong or how I can help myself, and I’m honestly terrified to go to the doctors about my issues.
I just want someone to talk to, someone to listen who understands, because I have no one