Hello Deebi👩❤️💋👩, Dools, Tim...and everyone..🤗..
Thank you all for your caring posts..I really deeply appreciate you all..
Tim..thank you I will have a look at the link you gave me..I do have a journal of inspirational quotes, I started a few years ago with some poems that our caring Tony wk wrote at times for me...and continued on with quotes...all hand written into my journal...
Mrs Dools...Thank you for your visit..it means so much to me, especially as I know how hard you are struggling so much right now.....playing games does take my mind of my dark thoughts..Yet while I’m playing them..Niggly little thoughts pop up and starts off my tears...because I feel so hopeless at being unable to be of use to anyone any more.I have been listening to you, and your lovely supporters, you done so well yesterday..you are always such a beautiful inspiration...
Deebi....I would never think that about you or anyone else ever...I try hard to like me but it’s hard to sometimes..especially when I do nothing productive..I have been telling myself now for a week, I need to shower and wash my hair..for some reason I’m to scared to do so...I don’t know why...Or what has caused this...I know I my thoughts are silly..but can’t get over it enough to shower, and I’m supposed to go to meditation tomorrow...I only wanted to see the kitty again..not wanting to go to the class at all....I can’t close my eyes it’s scary...Like someone is going to grab me..or scare me, or is standing behind watching me, watching me and every single noise I jump up...not being able to see what the others are doing..
I don’t know....a lot of the time I’m fine..then some silly little thing will pop into my head..to destroy my okayness..
I am okay though..having more of a whinge then anything else..I’ll work me out to get me past this eventually...
Tomorrow is another day..to try again..
Special sss Love Deebi and 🧸🤗..💙💭..bbff..
My love, care, and gentle hugs. Tim, Mrs Dools and everyone ..💜🦋🤗..