What is the point of being here, of existing? I don't know what to do anymore, I have been in therapy for over a year now and feel like I am going around in circles. I struggle to stay on track with anything for longer than a few weeks. You have to want to get better but how do you want it? Nothing matters and I feel like I'm just hanging around until I die. I haven't had anything bad happen to me to warrant feeling this way, it just is. I have no hope for anything, I can't keep my house or car clean, I don't eat regularly or well, I can't even look after my cats well. why can't i just do these things? 

Hi Nerdykoala.

We are so sorry to hear that you are struggling. Thank you for being part of our forums, it takes a lot of courage and strength to reach out for support and we are so glad that you have done so. We hope that you can get some support here, the community will be here to listen and chat with you. You can also reach out to Beyond Blue 1300 22 4636 or Lifeline 13 11 14.  We have sent you a private email so that we can support you further.
 
 

Hi Nerdykoala,

Wellcome to our forums!

Im sorry you are feeling this way.

Im sorry you are feeling like you are going around and around in cycles while you are in therapy….. do you want to talk about it ?

Im sorry you are finding it hard to keep your house and car clean this happens sometimes when we have too much going on inside our minds…. It’s hard to focus sometimes..

Please tell us more when you are ready..