Thanks for sharing this with us. We know it's not always easy. The forums are a safe and non-judgmental place where users give and recieve support based on their own experiences with mental health. We're here to provide as much support, advice and conversation as you need but want to make clear our community rules don't allow
* reference to specific prescription medication names and/or dosages
While our community may be able to provide general advice about their experiences with certain classes of anti-depressant medication -- like SSRIs, SNRIs or tricyclics -- they can't be any more specific than that. If you are after specifics then please discuss this with your prescribing health professional.