I know many have strong views on this one but I believe anxiety medication can be very useful in just getting you past that first hurdle. If you could get a prescription for something just to take the edge off a bit, you might feel more empowered to get through an interview and so on. I’ve done this just for an interview - not for ongoing use. Once you have a job, then cbt with a psychologist will be helpful to get you into a better mental place going forward where you can continue to be successful without the need for meds. Wishing you all the very best with it. You got this!