Hi Jon, good to hear from you again. I'm pleased to hear you're feeling better.
Yes, grief is an unpredictable thing, can pop up when you least expect it. Still does for me sometimes, many years later. But if you know what it is it's easier to deal with. When it hits me now I try to turn the pain into a sweeter sadness by focussing on good memories, even happy times when I was a child with my parents.
And, I do believe they are still with me, in my mind and my heart. In words that come out of my mouth that sound just like my mother haha. I believe they don't leave us whilever we remember them and know their influence is still within us.
And Jon, you will always be listened to here. That's what we're here for, and we genuinely care about each and every member.
Best wishes for the accreditation on Monday!