Good morning all, hope everyone had a good sleep. I woke up at three but that isn't unusual for me as I do every morning. I have to be asleep by 7.30 or I am thee most grumpiest person to be around. I get frustrated quickly, agitated and easily start spitting tacks. I try to read but nothing sinks in with what I am reading. Well this is something I will discuss with my psychologist, I have my first appointment on 3rd Feb.
Anyway as some of you may know I am leaving Saturday for NZ but today maybe my last day here until I get back or until after Australia day.
I want to leave you with some lyrics from a song I absolutely love, any Italians on here my recoknise it as it is from Eros Ramazzotti, I call him my rough diamond. If I wasn't married I know where I would love to be (dreaming, fantasising) well hey these things we all have I am sure.
Well here it is
IT'S NOT POSSIBLE TO HEAL FROM THE ILLNESS OF LIVING. IF ONLY YOU KNEW HOW REAL THIS THING HERE IS
AND IF IT MAKES YOU SUFFER A LITTLE PUNISH IT BY LIVING IT, ITS THE ONLY WAY TO SURPRISE IT LIKE THIS.
CLING TO THIS MOMMENT AND HOLD IT TIGHTLY AS MUCH AS YOU CAN AND DONT EVER LET GO OF YOUR PREY.
INSIDE THERES ALL THE EMOTION YOU EXPECT FROM LIVING YOUR LIFE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN
NEVER LET GO
Your all such beautiful people and I cherish all of you, I love reading your posts, threads and feel very blessed to have met you all. I hope while I am away you may take some of this into your hearts, hold it and don't let it go as we are all living to live our lives the as much as we can. Focus on all the beauty within and what we have with each other this will help us conquer and punish our darkest moments and days.
Well I must go, my love to you all with big hugs