These COVID issues have definitely created a lot of issues for people.
I personally wish that the hospital admission was more productive than it was and that was more purely because I took such a long time off work. I feel like the world has completely slowed down and I have been hit by a car crash. I guess I've been holding onto the belief that I cannot have bipolar.
Lilly, and Jojo.
Lilly, just hang in there. Give it a go. I made the decision when i was admitted that I would do everything I could to work with the staff and psychiatrist even though I thought it was a waste. In the end very little was achieved, however a true diagnosis and medication changes have been made. I guess what I am trying to say it that all things take time. For me, mine was some of the worst news we could've heard because there is a huge component that we can only manage and will never be cured.
Sorry, I am trying to be uplifting and encouraging, but fear that I am failing.
Lilly, give it a chance. Try your best to view it as an opportunity to grow and at least have support around you rather than be alone.
How is today going? Mine is pretty crap. Some days truly just suck!