Peps a friend spoke from heart saying thanks for always being there for her, thats how Rock was/is & you too. I'm soo grateful to you & the girls.
The last 4 yrs have seen happiness but lot of hard times, lot of hurt, getting/got through physical mental hards, like everyone but sure does hit in batches
And RockStar, so glad for our time but/and being in limbo SUX...poor thing cant imagine but it's bad for sure her being away so long😢
Bit (not too bad) shitty tonight with a couple, HATE being like that, rarely am,try so hard not to let it out on others (have, live with guilt) If nothing else I'm not a bach ☺, but made it very clear, spoke calmly but direct eye contact but the dont cross me tone ..."not tonight".. like him a lot, he had me in more tears in heavy grieving & let his rot on me at poker when use to go & couple others, got on great with everyone else, even they like me pffttt, was still heavy grieving & BP on top, unbelievable. Fought back but controlled, They don't know my temper but did hard talk few times controlled.Lucky them💣😲😨😤
Sigh the robot wasnt set up as id asked then wasnt working. Bout 30 mins to realise young fella didnt put connection in, yay,wasnt angry with him.
Another irritates me at times but let it pass, but gave a bit to him back too, try to be tolerant of people but cheered up, all good no prolonged grief, we all get along as long as some shut it lol, apologised to him but said it sometimes comes across derogatory
Going to bed soon.
Just friggen over this but getting there which great BUT!!!!!
Not exactly bad mood as such, dont really have them more bad headspace intermittently.
Thx listening being there
Mine will pass not a friggen second too soon either lol
It's you Starts & Grandy Im worried about, esp you, you're sliding Peps.
Maths you know I rate you highly too, seen you're strength though know you're doing it hard too.
Nigh nite, may not be here too much but will bit esp other thread & be listening when can, big month ahead
Always close by for you girls