Hi everyone

thanks again for connecting!

im abit curious wanting to know do most of u work? Cause I don't and haven't for many years, because of my severe depression,not that I didn't . I couldn't and just wondering how many are like me.

i would love to hear from u.

chrissy1 Hugs! To all!

G’day DB, I’ve found your thread - dropping in to say Hi!

No news on the Sparrow matrimony - it rained today, not helpful.

Will spend some time having a read and getting up to speed , best cheers M :)

Hi DB,

Love the soul hugs! Thank you :)

Lol. All good, don’t worry about it. I don’t mind at all. You have a good sense of humour and fun- all is well so please don’t stress over it ;) Big smile from me.

Waves to Chrissy and Mathy- looks like you’re making lots of friends, DB, which is great.

Pepper xoxo

Hi chrissy. im glad you got your name changed. i couldnt work for a little while but i found that i need an escape from my complciated and toxic situation that im in. currently im an aged carer but have a secondary job as a farmhand and also studying online atm.

please dont feel bad that i do these things though, who knows how long ill be able to keep it up

Hi DB,

Your souls hugs are the best. Thanks for making me smile :)

I’m glad you took the initiative to get to know this special someone that you’re interested in. Yes, time will indeed tell...in the mean time, just enjoy getting to know each other. Wishing you both all the very best.

Aw thanks, likewise, I think very highly of you too.

Soul hugs,

Pepper xoxo

hey DB

i want to send some hugs to you because i can. youve been suporting me and i want to do that in return and although its proabaly not the best i will sit here and hold your hand or hug you till your ready to let go yourself.

i dont care what state im in, i will always give hugs becasue i know what its like to be alone so sending soul hugs and a hand or both to hold

xoxoxox

Thx sweet, need some for part of these days, few moments happening which is different, usually once I'm out I'm out, things are changing, for the better I hope, hard moments tearing up thinking then moving on furthur. We'll see. Changes happening.

No go with fella by looks. Phoo, just gotta pick up again aye. We'll see think some interest but complicated kind of but doesn't make ya feel shit hot. Getting stronger bittly

You're not replying cause you can't RockStar I reckon

If I miss times here, know you're in my thoughts & I'll be back later always

Care lady xx

You're not alone just not face on

Well db take as many hugs as you need ❤❤❤

Sorry about the fella hopefully someone else comes along for you ❤

Hopefully these changes are good ❤❤❤

Hey DB,

You really sad about Starwolf. I’ve read your thread and I feel a bit sad too, hope the ‘Wolf is ok.

I gave up the durries after 40 years in June this year, so I can relate to that wail aye!

You’ve been verra kind to me, I want to send you a hug, hope tomorrow is a happy day for ya, cheers M :)

Thankyou so much Mathy that's really moving. Everything you said.

Yeah I really do care about her she's been by my side from the beginning of this thread, so wise, caring, how she supports others and speaks, kind, she's been a rock. What a survivor, she's an inspiration. We've had good conversations

I'm here for you Rock-Starwolf, at this stage this is all I can do for you. Just be here.
You know how much I care. You're in my thoughts so often

Crying this morning can't seem to stop, must need to come out. Few emotions bouncing around

Hello special lady ❤❤ im sure i wrote here at some add hour through the night. Musnt have pressed post...

im sorry about the fella hopefully someone else comes along for you ❤

Hopefully these changes are good too

Special hugs to you ❤❤

Thx sweety girl (( deep soul ))

Not so good today seems to be one of those bloody days. There's a lot going on atm and yeah the fella that's not helping self esteem and rejection status but it'll pass, thought there was some interest but looking like maybe not.
Going back home soon, been so good having a lot of company daily and really good times. Neat seeing good brother and sil and know a few people here from previous stays so been good. Didn't see other friends this trip may be back soonish.

Got lot of friends where and around I live and love but feeling pretty stuffin average atm darl

I"ll be ok, this is mild compared to what BP dishes out. I'm stronger than this but clearly need to let it out.

Thx hun just feeling a bit overwhelmed and worried bout RockStar too

Hey db

I sorry to hesr your not doing so well. It might be a slump but either way we are here for you.

I glad youve been having a good time. You need the good things in life too ❤❤

Let it out db. Just let it out. Let the tears flow. The the words come out. Im hearing you and listening to whatever you want to say ❤❤❤

Hugs ❤❤ heading for a sleep now

i cant sleep db, too scared to tbh.

mental health is often a cycle isnt it and comes unexpectedly. your strong enough though, i believe in you

hugs xoxox

Hi DB,

There seems to be a lot happening in your corner.

It must have been very disappointing that things didn’t work out with this guy. I think rejection almost always hurts. I feel that even the most resilient amongst us have moments of fragility and pain...part of being human.

Yes, you do have a lot of love to offer- a compassionate and passionate soul. Hopefully your “someone” is out there...

I know you’re extremely worried about Starwolf. You care deeply for her and have shared much of your life with her. Your words to her are very moving...she has walked with you during many important milestones and difficult times in your life. That is priceless...your friendship.

Sending love and more soul hugs,

Pepper xoxo

Hi DB,

Sorry, I forgot to say thank you for your message of reciprocity and mutual support. It speaks volumes about you as you still want to support me even though you have your own pain. You’re a beautiful and generous person.

I’m managing even though I have been struggling to find the words when it comes to talking about me. To self preserve, I’ve spent more time alone and less time with friends, etc in the offline realm. Retreated into a cone of silence or to an extent anyway.

Sending comfort and gratitude,

Pepper xoxo

Depression does that sweetheart it wants us to feel like shit and be alone, any way it can pull us down, how can this be part of us we don't wanna feel this way so why, It's a separate identity, talking with Starwolf and I'd started seeing it as separate helps not go with it.

It's too easy to go down aye.

Do you think you can beat this? cause you can, it's our thoughts we respond to

I know what you mean about talking, suicidal teens I couldn't, didn't know how to explain, now you can't shut me up but better this way, it's an out. People that care can get an idea, usually talk when I'm between cycles of how hard it is. It is hard when you're so low to express verbally anyway, I cry a lot

You can let go here Peps you know that aye, you've got a lot of love you give and deserve it, I'm feeling very deeply towards you, thanks so much for your support friendship and comfort,the more I hear you the more I care. You're a beautiful person too with so much rot going on and you too support others, you're a real darl x

Hey DB,

Sorry to hear your thoughts about the guy, often we become collateral damage in other people’s lives.

You are indeed a very worthy person, with much to give - gr8 sense of humour. And very compassionate as well. You give smiles to others, yes ?

Thanks Mathy yeah not a major with bloke thought maybe but nah interest, he didn't lead me on or anything. Think it's biggly need, empty void, lot of love like us all want that again

Yeah make people happy, life's better & easier when people are happy aye

Peps darl post hasn't landed yet but did reply yesday xx

Rock STAR or the wolf as Mathy said (Y) One of my earliest thoughts on waking. You.
I've seen thumbs up here n there, trouble
with not knowing who's doing it, hoping it's you
Missing you like you wouldn't believe
Wish I knew where you're at
Anyway not going anywhere

My special lady ❤ i want to be here just as much as you are for me. And before you say 'tou dont have to' i know i dont HAVE to but i WANT to. Despite not having too much to say please know that i care very much for you. Helping others and that includes you helps me in a way. Takes away from my own feelings and thoughts and puts them to good use. As you said its not about finding answers right now its about surviving so im surviving and your one of those survivors so ill read through here and see where i can learn-hope you dont mind-

I know your missing rockstar but im sure she will pop in when she can. She could be working some magic on her self or possibly some newbies here and there to escape her own issues too. Shes very clever and she knows her stuff.

Soul hugs. Feel the love DB many care for you here not just me. As an extra special token as i dont do it for many i will send one of my butterflies to come and sit with you and i can watch over you from that way too and with that i hope you see some butterflies flying around.

Big soul hugs, gebtly holding your hand as you get through your difficult phase too ❤❤❤