It has been one day, and today we have officially broken up.
They say the usual "we can still be friends" and ended at a sort of alright quarrel but it just feels so weird. My close friend however still messages them and I have found out some more information and a lot of it makes me entirely feel so.. off.
Things such as they were speaking on Monday as usually, but "clicked", and how I now know that they like my close friend, and for the days before the breakup (Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday etc) I have been talking to people, give myself some time to think for myself about how I can be better to support them as well as myself, the day I met them, yesterday, before I had typed my original post, they asked me to meet them, and I was ready to talk to them, fully open, all my thoughts ready, but I was cut and told that we're breaking up.
I have so many thoughts in my mind. I want to try to make it work again, I want to talk to them.
But with the thought of them talking to my close friend feels so terrible. He's a good friend, and without him we couldn't of lasted these 2 months (even if it was so short), He has the experience but I wished that I too had the experience to make us last.
I have learnt it in a bad way, i know that, learning about so many of my mistakes and on how they have opened up before, but apparently it fell because they tried to open up to the person they trusted most, because she couldn't. She had many ways of opening up to people and people would listen and care. I truly did care, but I felt like giving my opinions to things would hurt, instead the way I did it was even worse. They did start catching feelings again, but then they tried opening up once more and it didn't end well and they sort of just left it.
They believed I seemed uninterested, they soon lost feelings.
2 months and she wasn't happy for most of it. They are very open and honest, but they have never told me this, they didn't tell me a lot of things, and I don't know how to feel about this myself.
He helps them, and even though I didn't help as much, I really want to.
Should I try to talk to them again about this, me knowing this, and how I now have more experience to help, or should I let it go, my close friend is there, they have feelings for him.