I'm glad you've come here to get some support.
You explained your situation very clearly.
I like what Croix and Marcus Have written to you. Both very sensible and wise.
I had never heard of Coming Out Day until you said it, so Happy Coming Out Day today!
It is so, so good that your parents support you, this is a major positive in your journey, so many never have this behind them. I'm really happy for you.
I understand what it's like to be a young person wanting to come out, and I understand having anxiety - put together can be pretty much an overload of stress.
I just wanted to give you my support, but also wanted to add that I would like you to not put pressure on yourself to come out until you are ready. If you feel ready, then go for it, but there is no hurry.
Even if you feel like you're lying to others ... you're not. You're just learning who you are, discovering the different layers of your self.
This is Your Truth, and it's a treasure, and can be private for as long as you want and need.
There is no hurry to give yourself a label, or tell anyone until you're absolutely ready.
I hope you feel you can come here and talk any time.
I hope your sleepover is fun .... and remember: no pressuring yourself.
Be good to you.