Oh sorry Matchy. I hope tomorrow is better.

Mine? Improving.

So are mine - improving some more! &it's happened before midnight.

knocked about, confused, little like being hit from behind, & my feet kicked out from under me, & getting up is so hard. Why not just sit here until the little stars stop twinkling, & the little birdies stop chirping, & the dust settles?

If there is a single word for this, I'd like to know what is is.

I had a good sleep, best for a long while, &, feeling very good, 'living' in a very good dream, so then I was excited, satisfied, alive & well ...

Then I woke up. The feelings I had while dreaming receded, & I felt dropped back into reality, disappointing, resentful and quite unhappy about how I feel within myself. Physically & mentally.

Then I decided to do some more online shopping, & became very frustrated, tired, too.

But I am, having I realise, having sorted something out yesterday, (I hope) feeling calmer. I need to sort more stuff out, & maybe doing so I will feel even better? I put this aside while shopping. I think I ought to have been more mindful of how the sense of relief felt. It was there, as any physical sensation can be.

It is still there, a sense of relief, but now a little in the background. I'm sorry for that.

I can never sum up a day of feeling with a single word.