Leonay, this is a beautiful poem you have written!
I have recently started something called dot journaling. It’s an old trend, but I have been writing quotes and poems from Pinterest in there with pictures I have drawn. I wonder if you could start something like this too? Or even putting your words to music.
I hope you share this poem with people closest to you so they can understand how you are feeling the best they can. It’s hard for some people, they don’t always understand. From your words alone, you sound so clever and brilliant and I am sure your closest support would love to be able to help you see how amazing you are!
Hang on a little longer, these days will pass and you will see for yourself what the world has to offer you.
I hope you could start a thread with some more lovely poems. It is truly a gift x
Sending you all my love and strength