Hello dear Big mistake...
A very warm and caring welcome to our forums...
I am so sorry that your feeling that way..
Moving anywhere is very hard especially doing it on your own....A few years after my late husband passed away..I moved into a different town and felt so lost and alone..
I have been here now for 6 years and have made friends with my neighbour and one other person...it took a couple of years for me to achieve this...but now I’m feeling more comfortable living here....
Can I ask you if you have a hobby or something that you like doing...and if you have..maybe you could search google or check through your local phone book or your local paper to see if their are clubs that have the same interests or hobbies you do....
Big mistake...If it okay I’ll call you BM..as you are definitely not a big mistake....
Please BM...those thoughts swirling around in your head..are just that..thoughts..and we not need to act on those thoughts..The resources Sophie has given you..you will find the people very caring and understanding so please if you need to talk to someone...please give them a try.....
Also you could reach out to your Dr for help....You don’t have to go through this alone....I am so pleased that you reached out here..that is a great first step and it takes courage to do that..
Please Talk here anytime you feel up to it..We are also here for you BM..and want to support you the best we can..with our insight and care..
My kindest and most caring thoughts dear BM...
Grandy..