Hello Dear Anne,
Im so deeply sorry that this horrid lockdown is causing yourself to feel trapped...
I live in country nsw and the people who do adhere to the rules has brought the visual into our communities out here...which is so very sad....There will always be people who think they are above the law and do what they want to...
One thing we must realise is that lockdown is not a punishment....lockdown is caring for ourselves and our family, friends, neighbours etc....I know it’s harder for some then others...
During lockdown, we need to keep ourselves busy, doing things that when we were always to busy to do...Maybe a nice project..something different from everyday projects, so when all this is over we have something special we created..
Have you looked at YouTube 5 minute craft...wow their are lots of easy projects on their to try without spending money...When we had the mouse plague out her..I made a mouse trap using the instructions from YouTube...it worked and I have it forever.....Maybe you could have a look at all the different things that could keep your mind busy....
This will pass Anne, just like every other virus that has come to invade Mother Earth and her children....Please Anne...Keep faith and believe that it will pass and know that you are doing the very best you can in horrible circumstances....
Keep talking here beautiful Anne..we are here for you whenever you feel to talk or vent..
My kindest thoughts with my care..
Grandy..