hello, im really sorry for a very late response, theres alot going on. I'd like to think my dad hasnt said anything as i know my mother would be treating me different if she knew. Right now im not doing too badly, I have had a pretty crappy week and I have stopped going to the counsellor bc she almost messed up my school life, not to mention she broke privacy with me even though I wasn't in any danger, so theres that. Also lately I've been having more and more like? Dissociations? I don't know what you call them, I used to get them every now and again which is fine but now its like almost half the time im with anyone I just can't seem to stay in the conversation, It's not that I can't focus it's just like theres almost like a foggy window infront of me, It tends to happen mainly in big groups and loud functions, It's very odd because its not that im super anxious of anything (although im a worried person ahaha) It just happens. Yeah so with out unpacking my whole life thats whats been happening.