I can relate to SO much u just said.... Apart from being a girl, not a guy.
I feel a completely different person from 2 years ago, a year ago, or even a couple of months ago. I’m getting angrier, sadder, more confused, and feeling more dangerous to myself and others each day.
Others do NOT understand and I don’t know what to do. I am on meds, but 1/2 the time am not taking them, because I hate how they just mask how I’m really feeling. No one else gets this!
I keep suggesting I go and stay somewhere to get help, but people keep saying they don’t know where to send me that’s safe and reliable, so for now it’s just psych appointments and meds (on and off), which doesn’t feel like enough help.
Anyone got any ideas on good places to get intense help?
Slowely going out of control.
BTW... I’m totally new to Beyond Blue and these forums.