am so sorry you have been through so much at such a young age. Cervical cancer at any age is devastating but at your age it will change your lives in many way. Have you thought of contacting a support group for women who have had cervical cancer so you can talk to people who have been through a similar experience.
You may be grieving you may be depressed. Would you consider talking to your doctor and or a counsellor.
Your body and your mind has been through so much so it will affect you.
I think you need help and support . I also feel you need to be kinder to yourself and not expect too much too soon as you have been through such a lot.
I am not sure what normal is but you have changed .