How is everyone? I’m feeling so many things right now. I feel anxious and sad but angry and worried aswell.
our lockdown just keeps getting extended and extended, we are now looking at mid October before we even come out of lockdown. I’m sick of looking at the same 4 walls or doing the same thing over and over again because I can’t do anything.
Even though I don’t need to I still feel a bad mum to my daughter sometimes, I just want her to be able to see her friends every time I tell her she can’t she gets upset and it breaks me. I miss my mum I haven’t seen her since may and I’ve missed everyone in my family’s birthdays.
I’m scared that court won’t happen because of Covid and if it doesn’t then what. I just want answers to why I wasn’t good enough.
I’m trying my best to make sure my family is happy and be the strong one but they don’t (my brothers) understand the till it takes on me. I’m always the last child to find out something and it upsets me! I FEEL ALONE! Even though I have my partner ans daughter. Not to mention studying full time when my teacher doesn’t help me I don’t know what I’m doing.
ive had enough. I just can’t deal anymore!
hope you’re all well I just needed a big rant.