Wellcome to our forums.
Im sorry you are feeling this way I understand it would be difficult.
Sometimes we can have so many material things in our life but still feel lost or unfulfilled.
Mental illness doesn’t discriminate and it can affect anyone, please don’t feel ashamed it happens to a lot of people.
Have you spoken to your gp about the way you are currently feeling?
I understand anxiety can be really hard to deal with but you can learn to manage it.
Has your phycologist been able to give you helpful strategies for your anxiety?
I understand that you no longer want to practice law and that’s ok.
What are you passionate about?
Is there something that lights you up inside?
Do you ever wonder what your life purpose is?
If you can ask yourself these things in time they will present themselves.
I believe we all have a life purpose I didn’t really know what mine was until I hit my 40 s………….. I went through a mental health condition…..severe anxiety OCD this disorder crippled me while I was in its grips…… while I was in the storm I learned so much and gained so much internal growth and wisdom I came out of the storm a different person……
I learned to challenge myself while I was in the storm, I learned to change my inner world and I learned to see the world in a more positive light.
I knew after that experience that there was more to my life purpose than just showing up and living day by day I could actually make a difference in others lives just by being kind and loving and sharing my experience with others to give them hope……. Helping others with their mental health journey is my life purpose.
Its strange the hardest thing we can go through in life can put us directly onto our best path……….
You may be in the storm now but you will come out of it a totally different person…… try to challenge your inner dialogue…
I was very lucky to have amazing health professionals behind me that helped me to recover and the storm I was in grew me into the person I am today.
There is nothing wrong with you, you will find your love….. what’s meant for you won’t pass you by.
Have you ever tried meditation?
You really can find your inner calm and be at peace it really is possible.