will myself to find a home , I wish you a warm welcome to the forum.
I know when you first post it can be a bit daunting but as you can see we are friendly and supportive group.
People here understand about depression an anxiety. There are many threads on these topics if you scroll through some of the headings under all posts.
Feel free if you want to discuss things further.
Welcome again and thanks for sharing your story.
Quirky