Hello Butchy, you have every right to make a comment on how you are feeling, and it's not uncommon for people to write a post, thread or comment and wonder whether they have said what they want to say or if they should delete.
There are no specifics on what you can say, except for a couple of rules which BB say you can't mention, however everyone is entitled to be listened to.
You can't pretend to others that there is nothing wrong, but deep down you could be struggling which only you know about, but with this it still causes problems along the way.
We can't say who is worse off than someone else, because everyone who posts on this site is in the same position as another person, so we treat every person in regard to what they want to say, and each person is special, just as you are.
If you feel as though there is no meaning to life, can't get motivated or enjoy what you once did and lost interest, then there may be a problem that's quietly developing, as if this slowly happens, then there is a chance you try and cope with it, until you feel the full impact and begin to struggle.
Ask your doctor about the mental health plan, this entitles you to 10 Medicare paid sessions to talk with a psych. then they will advise you of the appropriate situation you need to address, but please remember we are always hear to listen to whatever is troubling you.
Your post is what we want to help you with.