Hi, lorinska! I know what you are talking about: not being able to take care about yourself and feeling desperate. I struggled the same problem during my last spring semester at my university. The online reality (online classes, online communication with friends, even online shopping) made me feel so uncomfortable, as I stopped feeling the taste of life. What I tried to do was to concentrate on online classes to somehow fill my days with the little goals (homework) to achieve, to do some sport exercises to feel more energetic and, of course, I shared my worries, feelings and fears with my friends. It turns out to be better, when there is someone to speak to. Because in our days, we all share the same feelings and don't want to be alone. The pandemic is going to end one day, but now we should get used to the new conditions of our life and try to make our reality more friendly environment. I am glad you are sharing your thoughts here, you are so brave. Please, don't feel lonely, this is our common problem. You can try to be more open with your friends, I am sure, they will support you and you are going to be better.