Hello Emmy,
Thank you very much, tagging just means moving your thread into my threads so I can find you easily,
I have read through your thread and can relate to a few things your struggling with, the feeling of no self worth, agoraphobia and not worthwhile.. but I'll leave that at that.
Emmy your husband sounds like he loves you very deeply and cares a lot about how you feel about yourself, I think that is really someone who is a very special person..I feel your husband sees you for the beautiful person you are and who I can see from reading your posts.
I also have agoraphobia, I only leave my house on Tuesdays unless it's a really bad emergency.. My bedroom and home is my life..I'm widowed 4 years now ( not a nice husband at all). Narcissistic..and my sons 3 have estranged themself from me for something that I am responsible for over 34 years ago..I feel quite alone, unwanted and unloved. But I am trying hard to help myself with the help of these wonderful people here...enough of me now..
Your opening post is very sad Emmy and it touched you have touched my heart.. Just curious if you have been to the thread,," do you love yourself thoughts your thoughts are welcome..well I think that's the right title..lol I forget things easily..old age I think..it's a good thread with lots of good suggestions and people's insight..just a thought..
I feel that you are being very hard on yourself, your words show a very caring and kind person.. .
I have two threads but my main one is. Alone, depressed and sad..but please don't feel obliged at all...
I sincerely hope that one day you will believe in yourself and the second ending of your poem..
Be gentle with yourself, you are a very important person..
Kind and peaceful thoughts.
Grandy.