Sorry for the late reply here, I had a busy end of the week/weekend.
I thought I'd pop in just to second the thoughts of Nat and say that its great to see the resilience on display here.
I love the fact that you have been using LEGO as a means of keeping yourself distracted! I have a couple of models in my room and it was a lot of fun making them! The problem is that the big models cost a lot of money and that is the only reason why I don't buy anymore 😅
I really hope the job situation does resolve in time. It seems to be a massive problem that just doesn't go away right?
I also have something to say about this comment about: "That at this stage I will likely not find a
soulmate or partner because women want guys who are stable and
Obviously, I don't know you beyond this forum but from the conversations we have had here run in contradiction to the aforementioned quote. You might not necessarily know where you want to be or haven't found the right job yet, but I don't think you are as disorganised or unstable as you think. The fact that you are willing to keep moving to find what works for you can be viewed as an attractive quality. It is industry and I think that shows to me that you are someone who is emotionally intelligent and has ambitions far beyond where their life is right now.
I don't know if this helps but I thought I'd make that observation.