Hey,
I really hope you are safe and well at the moment.
Beyond Blue has a live online chat where they are here to support your needs with no judgment https://online.beyondblue.org.au/#/chat/start
If you would like to chat on the phone with someone, here is Lfelines contact: 13 11 14. They are also trained to support and not judge you.
if you would like to rant on the forums we are all here to chat if you need.