I've read your other thread
and hear you. Actually I think you are wrong in some assumptions you make, perhaps I can convince you just a little that there are other things to think on. While it is true your thoughts can get jumbled and trying to cope is very hard. I do not see the same young person you do. I see a much more praiseworthy and empathetic person.
Lets take the skating. First of all you started in an effort to help your feelings, that shows initiative and resourcefulness. Then you found that a couple of skaters had recently taken their lives. Your reaction was one of sympathy and desire to help, to stop it happening again -that is praiseworthy and not the actions of someone that is of no worth -quite the opposite.
I do think you are off track in simply assuming all the people that knew theses two were selfish. Some might be perhaps however can I suggest most simply did not know, or even if they has suspicions were frightened of making things worse or simply not knowing what to do?
Wanting to stop this happening is the first step in being a leader, someone who tries to bring out the best of outcomes. You have been wondering how to do that. Well there are quite a large number of organizations that do go to sporting clubs, schools and other places and talk about suicide . Giving the facts, helping others understand something they my never have dreamed might cross their path. Saying what to do.
If it is an organized club go see the president and put a case for such an organization come and talk, it is normally free. If it is not a club then the owner of the rink (dunno the name for wheeled skate area, so rink will have to do), If you attend school or uni then there.
You have intelligence and resourcefulness and are motivated by a desire to do good and contribute. You have a good chance of getting something organized. Our 24/7 Help Line may be able to give you a list of such organizations who give talks in your area.
I think your would be surprised at the number of people these deaths have affected and would want to stop it happening again
I know I have only talked about just one thing in this post, my space is just about used up.
I would like to talk with you some more, please come back and say what you think of my suggestions