I too welcome you to the forum. This is a friendly place with lots of support.
You must have put in a big effort to climb out of the dark hole after the bank hold up.
I understand how unsettling it is to feel you are maybe falling down again.
I wonder if you can use the skills, strategies, and support that helped you last time.
When I am stressed I know I start doubting myself and find it almost impossible to make a decision.
You have so much going on . Would you consider talking to a counsellor or your doctor.
Feel free if you and to chat and continue the discussion.