Thanks romantic_thi3f's, yeah it does resonate the mask. the big problem and or scary thing is i really dont know who is behind it. I guess thats what i have to find out. It has been said to me before that peolple find it hard to really know who I am, being that i never have that strong opinion for fear of judgement or rejection.
A bad movie actor that is not quite beleivable was a comment from my recent partner. Made scence!
Today was much happier, but thats because I chose to be, acting again I suppose, Its just easier.
Thanks for giving a rats,
The worst part about not argueing or giving your opinion (to be nice ) is you end up hurting people in the long run. Ironic!!