Hi,
Welcome to the forum! You have done nothing awkward at all! If you have a look through messages on this forum you will find that people share a lot about their life and what they are going through, both awkward and non-awkward. You can remain anonymous on the forum, as I and numerous others have.
If there is something you would like to discuss, you can post another message here or in another section, such as in Young People.
Everyone is welcome on this site, so you can rest assured you will be treated with respect :)
Best wishes,
SM