Thanks for sharing your experiences. Relationships can be tricky when your going through the notions. In my experience when I was at the peak of it all I completely shut out my family & Isolated myself & pretty much drained out my partner emotionally. It was a tough road at the beginning plus was a new mum & trying to find the balance.
But once I finally seeked help & was open to receiving support from family & friends things slowly started to get better.
I know its miserable spot to be in but you will conquer all your battles & heal from this in time. You'll find your passion again soon & then you'll be thriving. Just take one step at a time. I found journaling to be great way to release the emotions, walking & talking to someone outside of my family circle that I trust.
Hopefully this is abit of helpful advice. Here anytime if you need a chat x