I don’t think I’m suicidal. But honestly I don’t care about being alive anymore. I don’t want to wake up. I don’t want to answer snaps. My family doesn’t give a shot either so that super funn

Hi Lucette,

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Lucette

I am sorry you are feeling like this but I am glad ypou posted on this supportive forum.

Sophie has sent a helpful post with some suggestions. You are not alone.

I would like to learn more about how you feel .

I am wondering if you have been feeling this way for a while or are feeling worse today.

Take care

Hey Lucette, welcome to the forums.

I'm really sorry you feel this way. You're not alone, and we're here for you, we all care. Please stay safe.

Dearest ✨Lucette✨..

I can hear by the words you’ve posted that your in a really place..I’m so sorry that your feeling this way...

Im wondering if something has triggered these thoughts and feeling your having today...That’s okay if you feel to share..it’s your choice dear Lucette how little or how much you feel up to sharing...

You’re in a beautiful community here...where the members are kind, caring....and very supportive...

Here for you if you feel to talk some more..

My kindest and most caring thoughts..Dear Lucette..

Grandy..

i moved and my parents keep taking my phone so i cant see anyone or talk to anyone and its just getting worse. i just keep fighting with them and everything is going to hell. they are thinking of sending me to boarding school and honestly i donk care anymore. everything i do is wrong or not good enough. i cant live like this i want to give up

thank you. ive been like this fpr a while but it got worse since i moved and my parents keep taking my ohone

Do your parents give you a reason for taking your phone. .?

it is awful that you never feel good enough.

they do it as punishment. it just makes me feel like im trapped and i cant talk to anyone. but they are going to tke me to a therapist so thats good

I am glad that your parents are taking you to a therapist.

when they take your phone do they explain what rule you have broken and the consequences.

Hi Lucette,

It must be difficult to go through. I am glad you posted on here. Continue to reach out.

my house is super dysfunctional, so mostly its fighting. my sister used to go through the same thing and used to talk about suicided and self harming and my brother has, dyslexia, and a form of autism and my other brother gets super anxious. so they get a lot of attention and my parents just assume im fine.

most of the time i deserve it, but ive fought with them so many times about why they take my phone. basically everything just ends in us fighting. but they are finally starting to acknowledge me.

thanks for answering all of my stupid rants its really helpful

Hey Lucette.

I'm really sorry to hear all of that. You don't deserve any of what you've been through, nobody here does.

It's a shame that your family is dysfunctional, I wish I could help you more. I'm sorry you and your sister talk about SH and suicide, I wish I could offer more support, and that your brother has Dyslexia and Autism.

Please know that I do care for you, and I'm here, I'll try my best to support you even if I can't find the words and I can't help much.

You're loved, and you're cared for. You deserve to be here, not SH and end your life. We care about you, you're safe here. We want you to be safe and seek support.

Trust me, I know how hard it is having suicidal and SH thoughts, I really do, because I have them pretty much daily.

And your rants aren't stupid, that's what BB Forums are for, you're just seeking support and that's perfectly ok, it's actually very brave, so good on you for joining and sharing your story.

I'm proud of you, your sister and brother for still being here.

thank you so muchhh!

Hi Lucette, I hope you're ok xx

hey, it really hasn't gotten better, but I have a therapist appointment now, so that's good. thank you

Hello Lucette...

That really is a good step forward....

I hope so much with professional care that you get help and guidance that will help you to continue to move forward...

Please keep us updated on how your going if and when you feel up to it...

My kind thoughts..

Grandy..

Lucette

i am glad you have a therapist appointment.

write down some points or cut and paste your post so you can sow the therapist.

thank you so much!