Hey Star, always good to see you, I've said before and reiterate I really appreciate you and things you've said have honestly helped, esp stuff that I think about still non bloody stop about chooky. Though I'm thinking about her not quite as often now but still a LOT damn, but what has helped lol is I've started looking at stuff about her that I'm not fussed on.
Yes I do care about people, too bloody much sometimes, feels like I'm putting out and it's not coming back which as a rule I try not to give to get but sure is good to have it coming back but hey we're talking about people here :)
I do care about you Star (don't worry not a cyber love :) and have admiration for you how you've managed to have the beast at a heel, seriously that's mammoth and also you and the other champions here amongst mods and managers & all that make this site viable, if yous weren't answering posts with so much wisdom support and being there this wouldn't be a happening site and many like mine here would go unanswered same for you chooky Sez
thanks again both of you xx
Starwolf said: (not sure how I did this quote but cool now can't turn bold off)
Thank you for caring. It turned out what I thought was a back injury was in fact a severe kidney infection. It seems to be on its way out, thank goodness.
Jeez I've heard kidney's wicked pain and can mask back pain, so glad it's on the mend poor thing. You no doubt have been through the ringer. Good it wasn't back this time aye tho you may have wished it was and from experience I know the excrutiating pain from that.
Think I'm on the way up again (not mania) so happies, not quite outta it all yet but getting there as you with your kidneys. Tears aren't far from the surface but average person would probs be pretty low, for me this is hackable.
Just had a thought before but haven't gotten into thinking deeper yet.
One of the hardest emotional turmoil we go through that never leaves but eases in time is grieving.
Time makes it easier
Wondering why time doesn't make other mental pain easier, depression comes deeply with grieving too.
Might be a clue to working stuff out if we can figure this one
Thanks Star, happy to see you :)
Let us know how you go with your job if you like