thanks for ur compassion and sweet support for those who are struggling now during the lockdown
seven days does feel like an eternity, i can't describe it, my personal situation is really hard and isolating anyway and this feels very rough and drawn out.
each day feels like an eternity, tbh
we can't do much and are all hanging in the balance. we don't trust the government's messaging after so much confusion. or at least i don't. we are tired.
I guess everyone's different but I personally feel sad. Such long , unpredictable lockdowns. So confusing and overwhelming.
I think a few days would've felt better but seven days has made it feel like it's just not ending. The other day I was really craving a hug. I have not had one for a long time.
I don't have a lot of contact with others at the best of times and those I do, i can't really hug.
I feel distant and upset.
Today is Monday.
I survived the weekend and will try and get through monday. My favourite show is on tonight so i'll watch that. Eating foods I like. Staying cosy. Doing stuff by email and phone to feel productive and like I have stuff lined up for when lockdowns (do!!) end.
It is nice to see a small and quiet store that I like flourishing (bit twisted... but ) because they are the only store around that serves takeaway coffee, and ppl are needing it. So usually they've been quiet and struggling, and now everyone, on their 2 hour of excercise break, are getting takeaway coffees.
hope everyone's staying safe and mentally ok
Mental health is important, at all times, and especially now, to my dear Victorians, take care of urselsves x