I need help! I don’t know how to not feel lost all the time. I’m a deep thinker and have recently lost my dad. Who just so happened to be my best friend. The one who got me in this world. The only one who thought like me. I’m married to an amazing husband, but he doesn’t understand how I feel. He tries really hard to help me, but doesn’t get it.
i have a chronic illness which I’m still trying to learn how to live with, which is fibromyalgia. I’m just been getting back to work after I didn’t work for about a year.
My life just feels like I’m not going anywhere. I walk around in a daze! I feel like everyone else has a purpose except me. I’m now a part time career for my mum, and she can be very demanding of my time.
I don’t sleep well, I’m fatigued a lot. I walk everyday if my body lets me and still don’t feel good about me!
Im just not sure if im meant to be here anymore. I just feel sad, hopelessness, worried, happy, loved, alone, lonely. I cry a lot but only on my own. Cause there is no one left that understands me in this world anymore.
Im losing friends left right and centre. I can’t commit to anything. Not even going to the movies with my husband. I just... I just don’t know anymore??????? I’m so lost!