Wellcome to our forums!
Im sorry you are feeling this way.
I understand being a mum can be very exhausting, have you thought about trying to give yourself some self care?
Maybe even just going for a walk with out the kids so you can have some time to yourself?
Do feel as things have gotten harder after stopping your medication?
Im sorry you got post natal depression I understand that can be a difficult condition, it’s not too late for you, you can still seek help for it.
Have you thought about seeing your gp and discussing the way you are feeling? I think it could help you…
I understand that there are post natal clinics available a clinical psychologist and psychiatrist sometimes run out of these practices and understand these conditions.
Im also sorry to hear of your husbands drinking, has he ever tried to seek help for it?
You aren’t alone