Saturday nights can be hard can't they?
I'm home alone tonight.
I'm not in exactly the same situation as you (my partner is away at the moment), but I certainly have been in you shoes in the past, many many times, so I understand.
I'm glad you've come here because even if nothing else, it helps you to see that others are alone tonight, you can talk to then if you want ... there's a social zone here and a virtual cafe if you want to join in.
I am cooking a satay for myself tonight, and am thinking about rearranging the furniture in my back living room ... I was supposed to be going out to see some live music tonight, but life happened and I'm not going.
It's a tricky situation you're in, but one that you can so totally overcome - it just takes a bit of getting used to.
It can get to be kind of nice to enjoy your own company again, and learn how to just be you.
Sometimes it sucks, but sometimes it's nice.
What do you think you could do tonight to feel good, just in your own company?