Hi AliSa05...(and a wave to Monkey Magic for her support!)
Welcome and good on you for having the courage to write your thread too!
I understand AD's as this is my 23rd year on SSRI's and they have worked well (for me)
Can I ask why you stopped your meds cold turkey? It will help me answer your thread question more effectively
The forums are a safe and judgement free place for you AliSa05.....Your privacy and well being are paramount
Just from my experience your feelings seem to resemble some awful anxiety....especially after coming off the 1st meds cold turkey....these feelings would be common...subject to your doc's opinion of course
you are not alone....I hope you can post back when its convenient for you AliSa05 :-)
my kind thoughts